The Sun, The Sand and The Sea

ARMY!!!

2010-07-28T16:24:00.002+08:00

Finally the time has come... It's time to kiss your butt goodbye!!! METAFORCE!! Just kidding... Well it is really time for me to enlist and let me get smacked in the face with a lot more shit then i have ever faced... Well i think i can take it... Bring it on muthafuckers!!!

Tmr morning, 29th July 2010, i will leave this fake world and face up to reality... I will be confined like everyone else for 2weeks and then i will have a long weekend to enjoy plus my birthday! not bad right? hopefully all the hardcore gym training will lead to some good results that will allow me to survive better than my bro hehe...

Gonna miss my baby... But this is life... i really want to be with her forever... i pray that we will stay strong like how we are now through my army life and then when i am out i will earn lots of money and make her my wife (for real!)... yeah you heard it... i love her a lot and i know she does too...

Planned out a nice day of movie and dinner at Heaven's Loft last weekend and i hoped she loved it cos this kind of thing i can only plan once in a while due to circumstances... it is like a farewell dinner for her and me in a weird way... later will meet her and jing yi for dinner... let them see my botak head haha... lucky i used to it alrdy so i dont find it weird...

The weird thing ytd was that when my mother was shaving my head i noticed how much i looked like my bro... weird right? when we have hair we barely look the same and without hair we look like twins omg... Only a short while later when i told my mother that she then noticed too how much i looked like him haha...

I hope that these 1yr and 10mths will pass by fast and that we can be more happy and finally my parents will acknowledge how mature and grow up i am that i am able to handle a relationship...

Peace out people!
Love u baby muackx

Times are rolling!!!

2010-05-20T12:00:00.004+08:00

Sometimes I think back in my past and wonder whether I did the right thing. I don't know whether she feels the same but i really hope that she believes in me when I say I think it is right.

Had a wonderful time with my baby at Genting the pass few days... Things went according to plan and I really enjoyed each others company... I really hope she enjoyed her time too... Coming back to SG to face reality is so boring as we would have to face those people that we don't really like and for a long time before we will be able to go for a holiday to stray away from it again...

Happy 18 Months to you baby <3<3<3!!! Sorry for a lot of things and I hope you can forget about it while I am in the course of changing... Really hope to spend more happy 18 months ahead of our lives...

Later we will be heading to gym to cut off all those excess weight that we have taken in during the holiday... Hardworking right? Anything can be done if we put our heart to it and make use of little time you already have to make it happen...

HOORAY!!!

2010-05-15T23:15:00.002+08:00

HOORAY!!! Finally after working so hard and earning money... Working hard to get silver for NAPFA (even though havent get but i know i can XD)

Here we are going for our holiday in Genting!!! Planned early and bought early... Everything will fall into place and we will enjoy heheh....

Tomorrow morning we will be waking early for our long awaited and deserved holiday... Cya all peeps in 4 days time hehe

<3

Work and pay!! XD

2010-03-28T15:21:00.002+08:00

Yeah got my first paycheck and it wasn't too bad... Haha minus CPF just below $500... Saving up as holiday graduation trip has been somewhat planned already!!!

3 Weeks into work and another week and i will receive my second pay! Fast right? I know I am just too excited about getting the money cause I am really kind of broke and I would need the money if I want to go on a holiday right?

This previous week was my baby's first week at work and it was kind of okay as the work was split up between her and me... I thought at first that during work we will not have quarrels but we still did even though it was insignificant but i know i love her no matter what... The only problem was we were not occupied enough and we basically talked about our own stuff during work time which i think is also a bad habit when we work in the same place and have things to do as a full timer but now we can take things slow so nothing will go wrong... Don't think much people will understand what i mean but this is it...

Well this coming week will be eventful eventually cause it is the end of the month and not to say the end of the FY for the company... Things might be hectic and crazy but i know we will be able to pull through... Loves

Day 1 – 9th March 9, 2010

2010-03-09T23:14:00.000+08:00

Boring it may seem but looking on the bright side it might not be so bad. But learning the ropes from the full timers to work my 3month job is a totally different thing then just doing admin data entry work. I will have to relief the duties of a colleague that will be going for maternity leave soon. It sees that they would require a temporary staff as another colleague of theirs resigned as well. Right now I want to see the contract and see how long is the minimum working days before I will have no liabilities.

Currently I am doing sorting and arranging invoices that they have for February. Dam the figures I see. The amounts per invoice in one day can go up to thousands and maybe even hundreds of thousands. I came back from the staff canteen after lunch knowing that there are only 2 different food stalls gave me a shock. I think I would need to start planning where to go eat or cook my own food to bring. Too bad I am not an airport staff if not the staff canteen would most indefinitely be my favourite choice.

Currently I left three and a half hours before my knockoff time and I am already starting to regret to accept this job at all in the first place. But hopefully since I did not sign the contract maybe I can refuse? Later I would still need to head over to P-Serv at T2 to collect my timecard. Lucky my baby even though sick still keep on messaging me to keep me company. Love her so much. Muacks!
Finally I am done with my stack of invoices that I needed to sort and arrange in ascending order and filed up. Right now is 4pm and I am going to check through the previous 3 files for any missing or misplaced invoices. Hopefully I can delay long enough to make it to 6pm XD.

Decided to persevere thanks to my baby... (Desperate for money also XD)
Loves...

Work or play?

2010-02-20T13:26:00.003+08:00

Been busy this past week trying to find part time jobs on my own... Usually i will ask around and work with other people that i know but i think now is the time to do the opposite though i know there wont be people that will look for me for jobs... Hopefully can find a good paying job that can allow me to travel overseas for a nice holiday before i get stuck in SG because of army...

Searching for jobs ain't easy as it requires time and patience... Finding especially good paying ones with a good working time schedule and terms and agreements... Normally i would say i would go back to my old job but its pay doesn't match up to current time pay standards and people i know have been long gone...

Searching through the internet is one way but another way may be the newspaper even though there are very few companies that will put up a good and detailed information about the job... Intermediaries? EPIC FAIL! That would require you to wait longer... If done so earlier maybe there might be a chance as i most likely will be posted in the October batch of army... 3 months working? Then a nice holiday? And maybe work some more before going to army? Maybe?

Hopefully it will be fruitful before the other poly mutha farkers finish their exams and rob us of our nice jobs... EAST SIDE SUCKS!

Is it my decision?

2010-02-15T11:33:00.002+08:00

Finally... Time has flown by so fast this semester and free time is around the corner... Through all these hard times I wished that things would have been easier... But nothing comes easier especially when maintaining a relationship when there is so little time on hand... Sometimes I think I am right but most of the time I am wrong... I don’t know anything and we have been at it for 1 year plus already... It seems that nothing is progressing and we are going around in circles... I want to progress, I want to learn things and be someone I am supposed to be...

Things I want:
1. Change my attitude of decisions
2. Have assurance in myself to give it back to the other
3. Be a man and do the right things
4. Sacrifice myself for her

Time will show and prove how much I love her but I hope it will never end... Once I come out and start working it will be a struggle for the both of us and hopefully it will turn out well and maybe even better... That would be great...

Happy Chinese New Year and Valentine’s Day! It’s your decision to choose which is more important because nothing is impossible even when you want both...

2009-12-18T00:37:00.001+08:00

You have always been on the move seeking affectionate, satisfying and harmonious relationships. Your ultimate goal has been the realisation of an intimate union in which there could be love, self-sacrifice and mutual trust. It has often been said that 'True love is just around the corner' and - if you haven't found it as yet - you possibly soon will.

The way things are you are under considerable stress and you feel that there is little hope of matters righting themselves. Everyone about you seems to aggravate the problem even more. You feel that at this time you need to be alone and you are right - move back and give yourself a chance to breathe.

You are a perfectionist in everything that you put your hand to. You are demanding and very exacting in the standards you apply to your choice of colleagues and friends -perhaps you demand too much from people. That perfection you seek in a particular person is illusive - perhaps it does not even exist.

You are experiencing considerable stress which is essentially the result of on going rejection and hostility. You are in the unpleasant position where offers of trust, affection and understanding are being withheld and you are being treaded with a degrading lack of consideration. You feel that you are being denied the appreciation that you deserve, which is essential to your well-being and self-esteem, but you have to face up to the situation because as matters stand at this time there is little that you can do about it - you feel that you are getting nowhere and the continuous struggle is a lonely one: all difficulties and no encouragement. Whatever you try to say or do is met with continuous hostility and no matter how much you protest you are consistently misunderstood. You need to escape from the situation but you are so perplexed that you cannot find the strength of mind to make the necessary decision.

You are inclined to be too trusting and you feel that you need to be on your guard against the possibility that your endeavours and actions may be misunderstood. Too often you have been taken advantage of and you have been mentally abused. Now you are seeking a relationship which can provide peace of mind, where you can be yourself and not have the need to put on a false front.

2009-12-18T00:27:00.002+08:00

Based on your drawing and the 10 answers you gave this is a summary of your personality:
Your house tells the world that you ought to be a leader. You are a freedom lover and a strong person. You love your house and family. You are a gifted artist as well. Once you have a problem, you need a friend with you. Your life is always full of changes. You are very tidy person. There's nothing wrong with that because you're pretty popular among friends. son.

You will avoid being alone and seek the company of others whenever possible. You love excitement and create it wherever you go. You have a strong personality and you like to command, influence and control people.

You are not a romantic person by nature. It also safe to say that others don't see you as a flirt. You are self-confident and happy with your life.

ILYSM

2009-11-29T20:56:00.006+08:00

♥ Darren Aloysius Chua Wei Ming 蔡猪猪 ت

1st Year Anniversary

2009-11-29T00:54:00.003+08:00

So long since I have blogged... Never really had the time to do so or to some people they would say i was lazy haha... See that picture above? Bet it can't really be seen but there is a smiley face on my hand drawn on by baby... She was so bored haha...

This picture above is the main topic for this entry... Happy 1st year anniversary baby... Though it wasn't much, I really hope you enjoyed yourself as much as I did...

Initially the day could not go as I planned but in the end we incorporated our ideas and made things more simple... We didn't manage to do anything incredible or super special but less known the fact that we both made most of the day and enjoyed it to the max... First we wanted to go to City Hall for lunch but last minute her parents invited her and me to go eat dim sum for lunch... Quite a surprise but I followed along even though I know I would feel shy and awkward here and there... Ate with their family and enjoyed having lunch with them... Thank you for the treat!

After which, we dropped off at City Hall Marina Square and made our way out for shopping... Finally we landed in "Build-a-Bear Workshop". Had to do some crazy yet fun things just to get out our bears haha... Kiss heart, make a wish, turn 3 rounds etc... But it was so cute to see our final product and them standing together holding hands ^^

Finally done, we saw the time and rushed our asses down to Cineleisure to catch "Mr Fantastic Fox"... Interesting show and I didn't realize till later that it was actually a book from Roald Dahl the famous writer that i used to read a lot of his books lol... It was a nice and touching show for me...

Dinner was what I planned and we headed to Manhatten Fish Market at Dhoby Ghaut... We orderd the Seafood Platter for 2 and stuffed ourselves crazy haha... Awesome day with my awesome baby... And did I mention she managed to find Kronenberg beer bottled at Carrefour? Incredible ain't it?

Knowing her this pass year has made me change in a lot of ways... Knowing my inner self better... Knowing her better and learning how to control feelings... Things doesn't always turn out right but I want to make sure things do turn out right after such a long time.... I don't want to continue and suddenly turn everything wrong... But I know that if something does, I want to be emotionally strong and make things right again...

Tired but I know that it was all worth it...
Love my baby and Panby <3

School...

2009-10-28T13:04:00.002+08:00

School had started like one week ago and already i was bombarded with the load of projects that I had to do... Thinking there would only be group projects, I was totally wrong... Thinking that tutorials would be easy, I was totally wrong...

Projects, projects, projects... Can live without them in poly haha... Not only do I have my Major Project to handle, I have to manage with individual projects and group projects... Even though my timetable is quite empty, time doesn't just stop and wait for us to finish stuff... We have a long way to go and have a lot to do... At least one of the modules is e-learning for the whole semester but the problem is without the book = confirm fail... Tried to listen to the online lecture but like nearly fell asleep and it wasn't really productive as I still had to refer back to the lecture slides... Usually if I go for a real lecture some things will definitely go in and when I do tutorials, there will be nostalgic feeling that I heard the answer in the lecture... But this time i don't feel the same... The quiz had questions that were not even found on the online lecture and came from the book... Got a miserable 7/10 for that quiz because there were 3 questions I randomly guessed while 1 question sounds like came in the the previous modules which actually got correct haha...

Sadly saying another project would be due this Friday which is the FILA chart for BSIT... Sucks!!! Tomorrow there is the Technical Proposal Presentation for MP and now Friday got individual project deadline? This sucks... Not to say there is BI tutorial which I haven't done finish and today will be rushing out as well as the FILA before heading out to meet my baby for dinner... Still got online forums have to constantly be replying and doing... Discussions... Tutorial answers online... Time management would really come in handy and I would have to learn to grasp this situation in order to survive the ordeals ahead of me as well as maintain my love life...

Week 2 is crazy enough... Thanks for the support baby... I will support you too!!! <3

So Happy...

2009-10-10T17:25:00.002+08:00

Time and time again there are times that will lead us astray but as long as we stand our ground and no waver, together we can push through the obstacles ahead of us and continue to run ahead...

Today I went to my baby's house initially to go gym after cooking but in the end we decided not to and go on Monday instead... Well woke up early this morning to go over but i didn't had much sleep and it was raining so kind of overslept after offing the alarm... So sorry baby...

We also did not go gym as we were going to upgrade my baby's vista to Windows 7 Ultimate... So happy that at least can help her... Just nice also heard that the person that was supposed to pass her the Windows 7 installation had been infected with H1N1... Hope her friend gets well soon... So we started the installation and then went out to shop for food to cook for the combination of lunch and dinner haha... Too bad when last minute reminded to take pictures in the end also forgot to take XD... We cooked calamari rings, cereal prawns and a chicken broth soup that had cabbage, pork ball and fish dumpling...

By the time we know it we ate around late afternoon 4pm to 5pm... Hahah tired and perspired quite a bit as well as the oil splatting all over us and the place... The mother was nice enough to help clean up some stuff for us and she also was given a bowl of soup and prawns for her to taste... It was so cute that she didn't like cooking and like my baby and me were so interested in cooking and we love to cook with each other... I feel like I am part of her family and life already... Feels like since it is a weekend we are not working we are cooking together at home... So sweet... I love my baby so much... Hope tomorrow will be a better day!!!

We are almost there already... 2weeks XD

*muacks*

Yeah!!!

2009-10-04T00:14:00.003+08:00

Okay today went out for lunch with baby but in the end we didn't know what to eat... We were just too bored so we decided to cook our own lunch... We decided to have pasta for lunch... So we walked from her house to the interchange Cold Storage to shop...

We bought some cheap mussels which cost only 70 plus cents and then we bought a packet of Parmesan cheese to add later... Thinking we didn't have enough sauce we also bought a can of tomato, garlic and onion based sauce to add on to the remainder... Headed back to her side and it started to rain or should i say was slowing down already... We dash through the rain and managed to go into the mall opposite her house to buy some tiger prawns...

By the time we reached back at her house it was like 3pm and we did not had lunch yet omg... Hungry but my baby so kind treat me eat onigiri at interchange ^^
Started to prepare everything and started cooking... By the time we managed to sit down and eat it was like 4pm haha... Lunch and dinner combined... Save a lot of money haha... Well don't want to be so lor soh about the process but as you can see from the pictures above is the final product ^^

cooking with my baby is so much fun and enjoyable at a cheap price XD
ilysm baby *muacks*
also we didn't quarrel this week ^^

Crabs!!!

2009-10-02T23:47:00.002+08:00

Today was a nice and good day to cook chilli crabs!!! This morning baby came to my side early in the morning to go shopping for the ingredients for our lunch cook off... We needed to shop for crabs and onions since the rest of the ingredients were readily available at home for the cooking... Thanks baby for waking up so early just to reach my side at 10am... ILY!!! Even though she forgot to take the recipe it was okay since she already had to wake up so early just for me... Luckily i managed to on my brother's laptop and take a photo of the recipe which actually wasn't really important in the end haha...

So we went to Bedok interchange and walked between NTUC and ShengSiong to shop... In the end we didn't manage to find any instant mix haha... So we just bought our onions and crabs... The cost was not so bad as we managed to feed around a mouthful of 6-7people... We took 2 large crabs and a small one which weighted nearly 2 kilograms which incurred a cost of $36? Wasn't too bad at all ^^ Oh and did i mention it was live crabs? haha...

Got back home and we washed the crabs before killing them... Washing of the mud is very important as we do not want to eat muddy crabs right? After that we fought with the crabs to break the shell off like how my mother does so easily but it didn't really work... My father came to help us but he did it his way... He hacked the crab from the bottom down the middle as close as to the shell as possible and then managed to break of the shell and pull off the body... So he did so for the rest and then we started to prepare the other stuff...

I chopped and diced the garlic and onions as well as slicing ginger... Lots of onions till baby's and my eyes were irritated haha... So we started to steam the crabs and the crabs tasted so sweet by themselves because baby and i had to make sure the crabs were cooked to a certain extent before simmering it with the gravy... After that we put some oil and threw in the onions, garlic and ginger and fried them till their flavours came out and the onions become transparent... After that we added water, chilli sauce, tomato sauce, light soy sauce and sugar... Let it simmer for a while and tasted it for flavour and it was nice... We added a tiny bit of corn starch and thickened it... Finally came it the egg and it was just nice the thickness...

Crabs!!! The last thing to do was throw in the crabs!!! and mixed it all up and simmered the crabs in the gravy... Halfway the gravy became too little and i accidentally added too much water and became a little bit diluted but overall it was still okay for the first try... Not too spicy at all though cause there wasn't enough chilli sauce as compared to the tomato sauce... Also made egg soup with button mushrooms which was a nice compliment to the crabs to cool down the throat... My father, brother and baby enjoyed the meal and i felt a sense of achievement... I know that i myself have started to grow to learn how to cook on my own with the help of my baby... Hope next time will be better!!! JYJY!!!

i love you baby... we made a good team ^^

SIGNS

2009-09-29T22:40:00.006+08:00

so happy!!!

2009-09-29T20:35:00.000+08:00

Yesterday went with baby to the gym... But before all of that, we have to have lunch and dinner right? Went to her house early in the afternoon around 11am to put down my stuff... Sadly got a bit lost at first but managed to reach her house... After i reached shortly, we went down to shop for our stuff... We bought 1big and medium sized squid, clam chowder, shrimps, calamari coating and chicken legs... All in all we spent only like $12 for lunch and dinner so happy... Hope next time can do more to save and enjoy ^^

So we went back home and slowly started to cook... Firstly we took care of the squids together... So fun learning things from each other like how to clean the squid so it would be edible... Then I took care of the chicken legs... She didn't like the amount of fats so i had to remove plenty of it as well as de-bone them... After that we prepared the shrimps by removing the intestines... And we started the show!!!

Generally i did most of the cooking haha... Fighting a war in the kitchen due to the fact that there was too much water in the plate where the chicken was coated with the egg and the batter so oil was splattering everywhere haha... No picture of the chicken leg with mashed potato though sobs... Then after that we dipped the squid into the egg and then the batter but didn't turn out too well after cooking it cause it stuck to my baby's hand instead of the calamari rings haha... Finally we cooked the shrimps with the leftover squid, 2crab sticks and the rice together to make fried rice for dinner ^^

Lunch and dinner was great and fulfilling... We enjoyed our time spent together and of course the food we made together with our love...

i love you baby... hope you loved the food as much as i did ^^

Stupid gigantic moth at my door didn't allow me to take my towel to bath after a long day zzz...

Haiz...

2009-09-27T12:54:00.000+08:00

So sad these past few days yet at the same time there were things that were good... I don't know how to put this but overall i feel kind of happy that things worked out...

Went out on Friday for prawning with my baby and her god sister as well as with her boyfriend... Had an enjoyable time even though we didn't understand much as to how to prawn haha... It was our first time but my baby caught so many prawns haha... Some more all of it was male... All attracted to her haha... So cute to see my baby having fun and catching prawns even though she could not tell whether there was a prawn to tug and pull... I didn't manage to ctach much maybe cause the prawns don't like me wearing pink XD...

This is a picture of the biggest prawn with the biggest pincers we have ever caught and it was scary... Some times the prawn would struggle like mad to get away before we even try to take out the pincers or hook from its mouth... There were some other pictures but i don't have it...

After that long morning to mid afternoon prawning we took too long to start up the barbecue fire to cook the prawns... Sadly to say that there were one big group of guys that stole our prawns from our side since they see us catch a lot... so in the end we didn't manage to catch much after... So pissed... They ate like 200prawns with a group of 20 people like they were the usual customers there part of a CCA or something...

But in the end we manage to eat our prawns and I love how is was bigger then normal prawns and tasted so nice fresh... So Q and chewy... Cannot forget that taste and texture... Afterwhich all of us got hungry but we went our separate ways for dinner... Baby and I went to VivoCity and by the time we knew it, we were very hungry so we decided to head up to Marche for dinner... The Crepe was nice and really filling... Not really expensive as well... Well deserved meal with a ice cold Bundaberg Ginger Beer at a total of $15.85 with GST... Ginger beer expensive so next time will share or go out and buy haha...

After that we were so bloated that we decided to sit down and relax... Which obviously she doesn't like to anymore... So now plans will change for the better... But we fought cause she thought that I was pissed about the matter of my mother not really agreeable to having a relationship now and that I also cannot bring people home... We give each other the pissed off look and then we went home... Don't really know what caused this problem to occur but in the end we fought... And knowing it will not solve anything at the moment in time, I wanted to talk about it tomorrow but we have different styles so we will have to adapt to another...

I really want to listen to her but with the atmosphere already so bad, none of us would be able to talk calmly and then solve these issues... Sometimes just need some time off and then talk later... Like she said will be okay tomorrow, I also will be cause I know that we will be calm already and then things can be solved...

Well then yesterday night went out with her to shop for Giordano shirts that we wanted to get together... But she give me then neutral face which I don't like to see and I would usually cheer her up.... At least everything was solved yesterday and then we saw some nice shirts that I could actually wear and now shopping online to find if there is.... Next time we are going to buy clothes together from Threadless and Cotton On haha.... Even though the formal shirt with the tie looked good on me yesterday from Cotton On, it was kind of expensive($50) for me so I am going to search for it online today...

You know too that I am crazy in love with you... I love you!!! double digit today <3

Progress!!!

2009-09-23T23:49:00.000+08:00

Finally I can see the light after the sun rise... My group's Major Project (MP) has finally taken a turn for the better and I can see it being complete after some time of real hard work... Really hope can finish as soon as possible during the semester so that each individual can concentrate on their own projects of the other modules...

My group can finally say that is has completed up to a maximum of 50% which is a very large improvement since the programming is really new to us and we have to refer all the time... All the members do hope that this can be done finish ASAP and done with... Rarely will there be modules that have final exams or tests but it is all for the better for all of us... The map is up, we are able to adjust the beginning zoom rate and re-locate the beginning screen to fit Singapore instead of some where in the US... MP JYJYJY!!!

Yesterday also had a enjoyable time watching The Ugly truth and it had a lot of humor and laughter packed into this one and a half hour show... Katherine Heigl in the show has a high level of acting skills especially with the vibrating briefs part haha... And Gerard Butler is a marvelous actor as well... Acting in so many recent shows, he is much versatile and he adapts to the style of the character... Emo and H/P in this show haha...

I would definitely suggest couples to watch this show as it has a lot of truth in it and the story line is good... Will be predictable in the later part of the show but it is romantic... Just watch out for the more A rated kind of stuff and the language haha... Open your ears clearly and listen to what they say so you can catch what sense they are talking about... Mature content only ^^

ilypndbby... hope watching it again didn't feel so bad... <3

Boring...

2009-09-21T21:44:00.000+08:00

Set out a day to relax at home but in the end also never do anything... Or should i say nothing of any value to myself or productive... Was thinking of resting since everyday has just been so much for me...

After going out hmmm non-stop for like a certain amount of weeks, I was tired out and i didn't want to go swimming with my baby... Sorry baby I am so selfish and did not think of how you would feel... But another thing was that we were lucky that we didn't go as it rained if i remember correctly...

Got a few bites here and there from yesterday tenting but whatever... Will heal soon enough... Just hope my baby's bites will heal up soon and she won't feel itchy anymore... I love her so much to see her suffering sometimes even though she complains a lot and blabbers a lot... Cause I love her, I will learn how to be tolerant and not throw temper easily... (Also cause don't want to hear her complain so much about the bites being itchy haha)

Anyway tomorrow will be going to school to do my Major Project(MP) which has been going on for quite some time now and has made quite a large improvement... Learning to love my group and put our skills out to the maximum to get this over and done with well... Hope things will work out fine eventually cause we are kind of stuck at the codes...

Yeah tomorrow has another surprise in stored for me... I finally will get to collect my clothe that I ordered online... Kind of nice and I really hope it will turn out well as well as get it by tomorrow since the person say will confirm with me sobs... Wish me luck! ^^

I love you Panda Baby!!!

Hello World!!!

2009-09-19T23:33:00.000+08:00

Hello World!!!

This is my new blog which was forced out of me to do since i got so much free time on my hand... Recently things had gone out of hand and i had to restart and do something about it... So here is my new link and i am ready to start blogging again i think XD

Well recently i got back with my ex-girlfriend and we are working out fine... I feel i still have a lot to improve on as a person... My personality is bad and i definitely would like to improve it for a better future for myself as well as us baby... I am still immature and learn that time in the army should help me better mature my mind and soul...

Jia En helped my girlfriend and me along the way and it really seems to improve the situation i think... Sometimes we get bad quarrels but it is not that i wan to... My concern is always there but sometimes i think i flare up easily because of things that keep repeating... Love is blind and things that couples don't try their best in rectifying will just lead to more quarrels...

Even though i feel that my girlfriend and i will keep repeating these kind of things but i know that things will work out fine in the long run and i will willingly stick with her my whole life cause i really love her and i want to be the best i can be for her... I love you baby!!! <3