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Wednesday, July 28, 2010
ARMY!!!


Finally the time has come... It's time to kiss your butt goodbye!!! METAFORCE!! Just kidding... Well it is really time for me to enlist and let me get smacked in the face with a lot more shit then i have ever faced... Well i think i can take it... Bring it on muthafuckers!!!

Tmr morning, 29th July 2010, i will leave this fake world and face up to reality... I will be confined like everyone else for 2weeks and then i will have a long weekend to enjoy plus my birthday! not bad right? hopefully all the hardcore gym training will lead to some good results that will allow me to survive better than my bro hehe...

Gonna miss my baby... But this is life... i really want to be with her forever... i pray that we will stay strong like how we are now through my army life and then when i am out i will earn lots of money and make her my wife (for real!)... yeah you heard it... i love her a lot and i know she does too...

Planned out a nice day of movie and dinner at Heaven's Loft last weekend and i hoped she loved it cos this kind of thing i can only plan once in a while due to circumstances... it is like a farewell dinner for her and me in a weird way... later will meet her and jing yi for dinner... let them see my botak head haha... lucky i used to it alrdy so i dont find it weird...

The weird thing ytd was that when my mother was shaving my head i noticed how much i looked like my bro... weird right? when we have hair we barely look the same and without hair we look like twins omg... Only a short while later when i told my mother that she then noticed too how much i looked like him haha...

I hope that these 1yr and 10mths will pass by fast and that we can be more happy and finally my parents will acknowledge how mature and grow up i am that i am able to handle a relationship...

Peace out people!
Love u baby muackx

oinking @
4:24:00 PM

Thursday, May 20, 2010
Times are rolling!!!


Sometimes I think back in my past and wonder whether I did the right thing. I don't know whether she feels the same but i really hope that she believes in me when I say I think it is right.

Had a wonderful time with my baby at Genting the pass few days... Things went according to plan and I really enjoyed each others company... I really hope she enjoyed her time too... Coming back to SG to face reality is so boring as we would have to face those people that we don't really like and for a long time before we will be able to go for a holiday to stray away from it again...

Happy 18 Months to you baby <3<3<3!!! Sorry for a lot of things and I hope you can forget about it while I am in the course of changing... Really hope to spend more happy 18 months ahead of our lives...

Later we will be heading to gym to cut off all those excess weight that we have taken in during the holiday... Hardworking right? Anything can be done if we put our heart to it and make use of little time you already have to make it happen...

oinking @
12:00:00 PM

Saturday, May 15, 2010
HOORAY!!!


HOORAY!!! Finally after working so hard and earning money... Working hard to get silver for NAPFA (even though havent get but i know i can XD)

Here we are going for our holiday in Genting!!! Planned early and bought early... Everything will fall into place and we will enjoy heheh....

Tomorrow morning we will be waking early for our long awaited and deserved holiday... Cya all peeps in 4 days time hehe

<3

oinking @
11:15:00 PM

Sunday, March 28, 2010
Work and pay!! XD


Yeah got my first paycheck and it wasn't too bad... Haha minus CPF just below $500... Saving up as holiday graduation trip has been somewhat planned already!!!

3 Weeks into work and another week and i will receive my second pay! Fast right? I know I am just too excited about getting the money cause I am really kind of broke and I would need the money if I want to go on a holiday right?

This previous week was my baby's first week at work and it was kind of okay as the work was split up between her and me... I thought at first that during work we will not have quarrels but we still did even though it was insignificant but i know i love her no matter what... The only problem was we were not occupied enough and we basically talked about our own stuff during work time which i think is also a bad habit when we work in the same place and have things to do as a full timer but now we can take things slow so nothing will go wrong... Don't think much people will understand what i mean but this is it...

Well this coming week will be eventful eventually cause it is the end of the month and not to say the end of the FY for the company... Things might be hectic and crazy but i know we will be able to pull through... Loves

oinking @
3:21:00 PM

Tuesday, March 9, 2010
Day 1 – 9th March 9, 2010


Boring it may seem but looking on the bright side it might not be so bad. But learning the ropes from the full timers to work my 3month job is a totally different thing then just doing admin data entry work. I will have to relief the duties of a colleague that will be going for maternity leave soon. It sees that they would require a temporary staff as another colleague of theirs resigned as well. Right now I want to see the contract and see how long is the minimum working days before I will have no liabilities.

Currently I am doing sorting and arranging invoices that they have for February. Dam the figures I see. The amounts per invoice in one day can go up to thousands and maybe even hundreds of thousands. I came back from the staff canteen after lunch knowing that there are only 2 different food stalls gave me a shock. I think I would need to start planning where to go eat or cook my own food to bring. Too bad I am not an airport staff if not the staff canteen would most indefinitely be my favourite choice.

Currently I left three and a half hours before my knockoff time and I am already starting to regret to accept this job at all in the first place. But hopefully since I did not sign the contract maybe I can refuse? Later I would still need to head over to P-Serv at T2 to collect my timecard. Lucky my baby even though sick still keep on messaging me to keep me company. Love her so much. Muacks!
Finally I am done with my stack of invoices that I needed to sort and arrange in ascending order and filed up. Right now is 4pm and I am going to check through the previous 3 files for any missing or misplaced invoices. Hopefully I can delay long enough to make it to 6pm XD.

Decided to persevere thanks to my baby... (Desperate for money also XD)
Loves...

oinking @
11:14:00 PM

Saturday, February 20, 2010
Work or play?


Been busy this past week trying to find part time jobs on my own... Usually i will ask around and work with other people that i know but i think now is the time to do the opposite though i know there wont be people that will look for me for jobs... Hopefully can find a good paying job that can allow me to travel overseas for a nice holiday before i get stuck in SG because of army...

Searching for jobs ain't easy as it requires time and patience... Finding especially good paying ones with a good working time schedule and terms and agreements... Normally i would say i would go back to my old job but its pay doesn't match up to current time pay standards and people i know have been long gone...

Searching through the internet is one way but another way may be the newspaper even though there are very few companies that will put up a good and detailed information about the job... Intermediaries? EPIC FAIL! That would require you to wait longer... If done so earlier maybe there might be a chance as i most likely will be posted in the October batch of army... 3 months working? Then a nice holiday? And maybe work some more before going to army? Maybe?

Hopefully it will be fruitful before the other poly mutha farkers finish their exams and rob us of our nice jobs... EAST SIDE SUCKS!

oinking @
1:26:00 PM

Monday, February 15, 2010
Is it my decision?


Finally... Time has flown by so fast this semester and free time is around the corner... Through all these hard times I wished that things would have been easier... But nothing comes easier especially when maintaining a relationship when there is so little time on hand... Sometimes I think I am right but most of the time I am wrong... I don’t know anything and we have been at it for 1 year plus already... It seems that nothing is progressing and we are going around in circles... I want to progress, I want to learn things and be someone I am supposed to be...

Things I want:
1. Change my attitude of decisions
2. Have assurance in myself to give it back to the other
3. Be a man and do the right things
4. Sacrifice myself for her

Time will show and prove how much I love her but I hope it will never end... Once I come out and start working it will be a struggle for the both of us and hopefully it will turn out well and maybe even better... That would be great...

Happy Chinese New Year and Valentine’s Day! It’s your decision to choose which is more important because nothing is impossible even when you want both...

oinking @
11:33:00 AM