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Saturday, February 20, 2010
Work or play?


Been busy this past week trying to find part time jobs on my own... Usually i will ask around and work with other people that i know but i think now is the time to do the opposite though i know there wont be people that will look for me for jobs... Hopefully can find a good paying job that can allow me to travel overseas for a nice holiday before i get stuck in SG because of army...

Searching for jobs ain't easy as it requires time and patience... Finding especially good paying ones with a good working time schedule and terms and agreements... Normally i would say i would go back to my old job but its pay doesn't match up to current time pay standards and people i know have been long gone...

Searching through the internet is one way but another way may be the newspaper even though there are very few companies that will put up a good and detailed information about the job... Intermediaries? EPIC FAIL! That would require you to wait longer... If done so earlier maybe there might be a chance as i most likely will be posted in the October batch of army... 3 months working? Then a nice holiday? And maybe work some more before going to army? Maybe?

Hopefully it will be fruitful before the other poly mutha farkers finish their exams and rob us of our nice jobs... EAST SIDE SUCKS!

oinking @
1:26:00 PM

Monday, February 15, 2010
Is it my decision?


Finally... Time has flown by so fast this semester and free time is around the corner... Through all these hard times I wished that things would have been easier... But nothing comes easier especially when maintaining a relationship when there is so little time on hand... Sometimes I think I am right but most of the time I am wrong... I don’t know anything and we have been at it for 1 year plus already... It seems that nothing is progressing and we are going around in circles... I want to progress, I want to learn things and be someone I am supposed to be...

Things I want:
1. Change my attitude of decisions
2. Have assurance in myself to give it back to the other
3. Be a man and do the right things
4. Sacrifice myself for her

Time will show and prove how much I love her but I hope it will never end... Once I come out and start working it will be a struggle for the both of us and hopefully it will turn out well and maybe even better... That would be great...

Happy Chinese New Year and Valentine’s Day! It’s your decision to choose which is more important because nothing is impossible even when you want both...

oinking @
11:33:00 AM