Monday, February 15, 2010
Is it my decision?
Finally... Time has flown by so fast this semester and free time is around the corner... Through all these hard times I wished that things would have been easier... But nothing comes easier especially when maintaining a relationship when there is so little time on hand... Sometimes I think I am right but most of the time I am wrong... I don’t know anything and we have been at it for 1 year plus already... It seems that nothing is progressing and we are going around in circles... I want to progress, I want to learn things and be someone I am supposed to be...
Things I want:
1. Change my attitude of decisions
2. Have assurance in myself to give it back to the other
3. Be a man and do the right things
4. Sacrifice myself for her
Time will show and prove how much I love her but I hope it will never end... Once I come out and start working it will be a struggle for the both of us and hopefully it will turn out well and maybe even better... That would be great...
Happy Chinese New Year and Valentine’s Day! It’s your decision to choose which is more important because nothing is impossible even when you want both...
